Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Sestina


So, this is a sestina I wrote. For more information on the rules that apply to sestinas, go to this link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sestina


Sestina


Seven years ago, there was a marriage:
in the backyard he held her soft white hand.
They bought a house and she painted the walls
a buttery yellow. They saved their dimes
for a someday baby. She wore his ring.
She laughed often, her mouth turned toward his kiss.

Gradually, after each soft white kiss,
she began to curse her vows, her marriage.
Resentment, like a worm--ring upon ring--
grew, until it diseased her heart and hand.
He gave her dollar bills but got back dimes.
(She fooled him by painting those yellow walls.)

She deceived him outside those guilty walls,
laid with other men, took another's kiss.
Her husband, at home, still saved up his dimes,
holding sacred the vows of his marriage.
In bed, at night, he kissed her soft white hand,
not knowing that she had tarnished that ring.

Though she wore it, she did not love her ring.
She loved the house and she hated its walls.
Her ring she thought too cheap for her soft hand.
In her guilt, she shrank from her husband's kiss,
remembering the day of their marriage.
So she divorced him and claimed half his dimes.

With no baby and his diminished dimes,
with no wife and a meaningless gold ring,
with a broken heart and dissolved marriage,
he cried soft, white tears on the yellow walls.
Like Jesus, he was betrayed by a kiss
in that backyard, holding her fickle hand.

He stopped crying then, and lifting his hand,
brushed away his soft tears. They shined like dimes.
He wiped his mouth clean of that Judas' kiss,
and in his desk drawer he placed his gold ring.
Only love, he said, will live within these walls.
And that thought restored his faith in marriage.

True marriage relies on a faithful hand;
his faith grows like ivy on walls, shines like dimes,
rings true, like bells do, for an eternal kiss.

-Clare Brewer 3/26/08

Tuesday, April 22, 2008


Today, Vern's family came to visit the Natural History Museum, where I work. It was a lot of fun! They toured around the Mammal halls, the Gem and Mineral Hall, the Bird Hall and the Insect Zoo, and then we met up at noon for lunch. Sabrina and Joey are in town from Las Vegas, and it was nice to see them again. Their kids are adorable and entirely entertaining.

It got me thinking about family, being around such a great family. I miss my family so much. I love them so much. Now I feel as if Vern's family is becoming mine, too. They are so warm and they are obviously such great people. No wonder Vern is as amazing as he is! I have never had two families--I have only ever had the one I was born with. But things are changing. I will gain a new family, and I am so excited for that.

Every day, I am the happiest I have ever been. I have been blessed, no doubt about it.


Love,

Clare